2009.03.03

vichy的什么啫喱保湿实在吸收的太快了！导致我分不出脸上哪地方涂没涂过……
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日记看到了悲伤的地方，他渐渐看不清东西了，于是开始筹备拍摄BLUE。可是这本书的名字还是“微笑”，为何……
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Calypso和siren是同一种东西吗？？？？
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Rents boys stood outside the restraurant. When I finished my dinner, they vanished. Or maybe, they aren't.
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加曼是受吧？50岁那年遇上HB。看来爱情真的没有早晚。

1992年9月21日 日记写到：

“Ken asks questions:

What was the best sex I ever had?

I don't think location made much difference, probably in bed rather than up a tree, it was probably powerful sodomy.

What do I think of living with someone?

It's a co-option into their life, I can't think of not living with someone. I'm certain I'm as happy as anyone. I've spent years alone.

Is it difficult?

Not really, though I put walls around my life to do it. I don't go rushing about crusing and I certainly don't bring strange boys home - there are three of us already: him, me and the HIV. I worry about letting HB down by snuffing it.

Where would I live if I wasn't here?

Not possible to contemplate. Berlin destroyed by unification, Rome too exclusive, Paris no room for minds like mine - peter Greenaway territory, home of the worst since the war, no queers in Paris except the bars.”

我猜是这样的。